How hard can it be losing your baby weight? sarah jessica parker did it, courtney cox did it, even kendra did it. I mean take away the celebrity and the money and the super amazing trainers and diets, they are still just flesh and blood women, which means they either had a ceaseran or natural birth (sjp had a surrogate for her 2nd babies not her first)and so their bodies needed time to heal and after that, they needed the will power to want to lose the weight, to want to be pushed and starved so in weeks they could look fabulous. I really admire that.
I'm almost 9 weeks on in this journey but everyday is a struggle not just with finding the time and the will power to do cardio and then a bit of toning but dealing with the mental issues as well- the mood swings, hunger pangs and the weepies, theres also the decisions i have to make in my life for my future and the most important, trying to be the best person and mum i can be to little bj. Your weight and health affects every single part of you life, if your happy with who you are, it spreads across every aspect of your life, someone once said that there's nothing as infectious as a smile and i believe that, I mean dont get me wrung i've got a great life, i've got an amazing husband who just happens to be the love of my life, a son i absolutely adore and a replacement family again a gift my husband brought into our relationship and all good choices in life but this weight thing just somehow makes it all look grey instead of green and blue!!! i suppose everyone's got to have some sort of baggage!! i thought my family was it but now my fight with the scales seems more of a battle. I guess its up to me to not let this demon turn the sweet things in my life sour.
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