my comeback

ok so my last post was over a month ago, is it ok to use being a mum as my excuse? i suppose not but in my defence, my life has been crazy busy but in a great way!! Bj has started crawling/hopping around in a froggish manner and it's just the cutest thing ever. I'm returning to uni, i'm getting better at being organised 'i think' and my home business seems to be growing and in the last few weeks i've been around sooo many friends and family. Its all just been amazing
Now to the 'loosing weight bit'. Strictly speaking i'm still on my mission. i have fallen off the wagon ALOT but as the chinese proverb goes- You cant fail if you never quit! and so here i am. in the last few weeks or so i have set myself about 3 different challeneges, i have been on and off weight watchers, i've exercised like a crazy person and on MFP i set up an august challenge to lose a stone in a month, all very unrealistic but achieveable goals, i didnt meet any of these goals but i have lost 14lbs so far!!! so i think i'm doing ok.
With all these amazing experiences i have learnt sooo much along the way and have adjusted my weightloss goals as a result. i still want to lose 30lbs but i need to strecth it out over a long period of time, also i need this to be a life style and even though i love exercise(well i like the toning bit and the rush i get after a sweaty session in the gym or after a dance so that counts for loving exercise yes?) i need to understand portion control and have a positive attitude towards food, JUNK food in particular!
i am working on it all and i'm sooo looking forward to going back to uni but feel so guilty to be leaving bj twice a week! oh well, more on that later!! Date night tonight so need to get my pretty on. xxxx