Today, Tracy anderson kicked my arse!!! LITERALLY!!! I'm hurting in places i didnt know existed until now!!! just excurciating pain. Just after fininshing the series, i thought about how sick my relationship to this method is. Whilst doing it, i was filled with self loathing, (especially doing the half plank) it was so hard but i couldnt stop. It was like i wanted more but i felt like a failure for not being able to push myself as hard as i could. sick, right? Its like a freaking addiction!
Reading her book, she says you must treat the 30 days like a job, you need to do 90mins of exercise a day and you mustn't let yourself get distracted by your kids????? what?!!! even with gina ford and all her miracles, there is just no way on earth i can find 90 mins for a 'workout' EVERYDAY!!! PLUS how can i ignore my 13 week old baby screaming in the next room for 90 mins? not only does that make me insane, i think it's illegal!!!! in so many countries and i'm not as fortunate as Gwyneth Paltrow, I can NOT afford help.
Having said all of that and even cursed the book and the picture of tracy in front looking fabulous, I still want to do the bootcamp, I still NEED to do it. Its like my Achills heel or something, oooohhh no, its my EVEREST. So i cut out all the warm ups and cool downs(who needs to be warm before exercise anyway? and walking to get bj from his crib is cool down enough for me thank you very much!), which is like 20 mins in all and exercised for 65mins!!! genius? I think so!!!!
But that just means, i had to wake up extra early to get all my chores done and now i'm absoluetly shattered, in pain and cant keep my eyes open. I guess fabulousity and perfection come with a price.
On a completely different but connected note, the marks and spencer sport bra department hate big boobs and wants to destroy them!!! either that or their testers are men. I had to change my sports bra 3 times!!!! it was horrible. They shouldnt be called sports bras, just bras.
Sorry in such an irritable mood today, perhaps its the lack of food and the exhaustion of 65mins exercise. BUT I am proud of myself for sticking or finding a way round Ms tracy's demands. and since last sat, i've lost 4lbs!!! i am beyond happy!!!! let the good times roll!!! xxxxxx
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