For the first time in a very long time i reached for my trainers instead of a piece of toast with lots of peanut butter and honey when i felt my usual hormonal blue and i put tracy anderson on and danced out the sadness in my living room like a crazy chicken on crack, and i tell you, it felt good! both during and afterwards. Looking back now i'm so proud of myself but i must keep reminding me that it is the very first step.
Having said that, i struggled again today to find time to do the mat workout so i had to cut it in half. I did half of it whilst bj was sleeping and i did the other half whilst making supper! imagine that.
Since i became obssessed with weight loss i've got to say housework and lots of my duties have and are suffering. I've got 2 loads of laundry that need separating and ironing, the house is screaming for a hoover and the quality of my cooking has gone down the drain! so apart from my little minx who is always my number one piority and my weight loss which has become second(for now), everything else is being neglected even though i get help from my hubby!!!! which makes me wonder how single mums or mums with more than one child lose weight! Surely its almost impossible as i'm just about making it here.
Anyhoo i'm learning how to be more organised and that invovles me being up at 7am(yuk!!!!)not looking forward to it but its got to be done! The fun ad exciting life of a first time mum!!!! 2 days done, 4 more to go!!
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